Angels on the Moon

April 30, 2011

I miss you bud. I have your blue shirt, I stole it from your closet….I’m sorry. You know it was my favorite J It still smells like you and I can still see you wearing it, making your eyes shine so blue when you wore it. Oh Beev, why’d you have to go so soon? There was so much left to do, say, experience, so much more to live. It’s amazing, you think you have all the time in the world to spend with someone, to get to know them, to have those “moments” that you will cherish, but you don’t! Life is precious, here one day and gone the next. We just aren’t guaranteed tomorrow and it scares the hell outta me. How we are such intricate complicated human beings with minds, bodies and souls…living and breathing one minute and in a heartbeat it can all be taken away just like that.

“I want a sunburn just to know that I’m alive. Don’t tell me if I’m dying cause I don’t wanna know. If I can’t see the sun maybe I should go. Don’t wake because im dreaming of angels on the moon, where everyone you know never leaves too soon. Do you believe in the day that you were born? Tell me do you believe? Do you know, that every day’s the first of your life.” Angles on the Moon –Thriving Ivory

I love you Beev. Good night and sleep tight.